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Surprises are not always golden

Sometimes you prepare for what’s to come

Sometimes to steel yourself for what comes easy to some…

But sometimes even when you prepare, the reality is too overcoming

ChAoTiC

DeSpErAtE

Sometimes when you prepare what you thought was enough….

Just isn’t going to end with fairytales and fluff

PANIC!

There’s panic, waves of anxiety in the moment you lose hope and fall from the top

CANTSTOPbut the world keeps ticking on around you, there is no time for you to stop.

People expecting answers, tasks waiting to be done..

You don’t stop dOiNG from the moment the moon rises through to the dawn of the sun.

STRUGGLEFORWARDWhat do you do…?idontknowwhattodo

What do you do when it feels like the world is shattering.. and all your hope is lost

What do you do when everyone around you seems so fragile like your holding them up too..

I can struggle forwards i know this,

Tragedy and weakness truly do make you stronger…

It steels your resolve, strengthens your tolerance making you able to withstand longer

this reality

this life

everything I’ve come to know.

But there’s still tomorrow why is there always stilltomorrow😩

But at least I can just rest todayIWISHITSLASTEDFOREVER and be strong tomorrow.

An so I pray…

Mighty Raphael

master of heavenly hosts please raise me up to push through just one more day

Let me carry those that need me and not fear what tomorrow will bring

For thine is the glory in Heaven and on earth oh Glorious God oh Heavenly King

May you look upon us and all our faults in compassion and with love

For we are not perfect even thou we try

AKE AKE AMENE

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