How many times have i asked you to strike me down, and take me away while i cry myself to sleep, why is it that so many people die so easily all around us, car accidents, sickness, old age, murder. people are so weak and so fragile..
you take people all the time don’t you?
Yet why has nothing bad happened to me? why am i still alive? i don’t care for myself or decided to have a future, I “live” recklessly, several “accidents”, purposeful harm and serous neglect IDONTUNDERSTAND i don’t eat or sleep well , put harmful drugs inside my body all of the time for years and years IDONTUNDERSTAND, i know i am dying we all are,
but why am i dying so slowly!?,
It seems like such a waste that the people out living their lives often live the shortest and that those who live the longest are those that never lived their life at all… IDONTUNDERSTAND your world i don’t understand its purpose.
Although I’ve almost completely given up being an active participant, i do still sometimes observe and SEE, and have come to the realisation that death is such an unequal and unfair outcome, people who want to live DIE, and people who want to DIE live? its so ridiculously hilarious and tragic like its all just some joke to you…
Perhaps you made a mistake with giving us freewill… because to choose life is to choose death, but for those of us that want it but cant choose it your body becomes a prison that has nothing but time…
People would say, you haven’t lived long enough to know the joys and harshness of life, why do you think this way?i just laugh so much, i cant help but erupt in fictitious laughter their statements are so stupidly contradictory it makes me SICKSICKSICKhowhthefuckwouldtheyknow, Theydontknowme!idontknowmyself
In the end it doesn’t matter how long ive lived, the truth of life cannot change.
i just so happen to have learned at a young age that no matter how much more of life i see, it will still be broken and devoid of purpose and promise
Im so selfish haha, GOD I dont want your blessings
I just want to Live..
and then one day Die.
as is meant to be…
Simplicity
Fulfilled
Purposeful
Beautiful by design
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